Semua Hidayah Allah Kita Sudah Miliki, kah?

"Pergh... Dia kata dia belum sampai seru!" (memandang hina org lain)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
Allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad wa 'ala ali Muhammad

Ramai antara kita yakni termasuklah golongan 'pendakwah' accuse atau bersangka buruk pada org yg dirasai buat keingkaran pd Allah S.W.T. eg. tak tutup aurat dengan sempurna, couple dan berkelakuan buruk di khalayak ramai eg. merokok, tergedik-gedik dan macam-macam lagi (bnyak sungguh!)
:(

Tanpa disedari, kita sendiri dah buat perkara yg Allah tak redha. Iaitu 'berburuk sangka' itu sendiri atau mmndang rendah org lain dgn rasa diri ini lebih baik.

Bg golongan 'pendakwah muda' pula, memang selalu dengar dpd mulut atau statement non-orally mad'u 'degil' mereka mngatakan,

"nanti nantilah pakai tudung, belum sampai seru..."

"nanti nanti lah aku berubah... Hidayah tak sampai lg"

*jgn berbolak balik dgn hidayah Allah. Bila kita rasa Allah sentuh kita sikit, kita patut bertindak dan sedar. Allah sayangkan umat Islam, yakni umat Rasulullah s.a.w. yg di'special'kan Allah pada umat nabi-nabi yang terdahulu. :')

Ok. Then, para da'ie tu 'terkutuk' sedikit di dalam hati (perhaps in whisper or monologue)

"hishh, tak sedar-sedar lagi ke"

"banyak sangat dosa, tu yg tak nampak semua kebenaran ni"

*MasyaAllah. Kalah sungguh upon nafsu dan hasutan syaitan. Na'uzubillah.

So, kita nak kata yg kita ni lebih baik lah?
So, kita nak kata yg kita dah dapat hidayah lah?
So, kita nak kata yg kita ni dah jalankan dakwah dgn sempurna lah?!

Then?

*Istighfar, "Astaghfirullahal'azim..."

Ya Allah, ya Tuhan kami...
Kami telah zalimi diri kami,
Maka ampunilah dosa-dosa kami,
Jika tidak,
Tergolonglah kami,
Dalam golongan orang-orang yg rugi..." :'(

Siapa kita?

...nak hukum orang itu ini
...nak rasa diri ni lebih baik, gitu

Sedangkan Allah yang Maha Mengetahui. Allah yang Maha Mengampuni.

Alhamdulillah, ya.
Benar, bahawa kita dah dapat hidayah utk ajak orang lain, berdakwah, amar makruf nahi munkar (*smua pun maksud yg sama)
Hidayah utk faham yg itu adalah salah, dan ini adalah benar
Hidayah utk ada rasa benci kpd maksiat, yg tidak pula kita patut membenci orang/pelaku nya

Namun, itu semua cuma sekelumit daripada berjuta-juta (tidak terkira, hakikatnya) hidayah Allah.

Apa maknanya?

Maknanya, kita yg kena sedar diri, muhasabah diri ni.

Mmg patut kita fikir ttg orang lain, yakni tentang ummah.
Tp, jgn lupa utk koreksi kelemahan dan dan kekurangan diri.
Betapa banyaknya.
Betapa kita tak lari dari buat silap/dosa,
sama ada kita perasan/sedar atau tidak.

The point is, we should continuously pray not only for ourselves, but also our ummah, our friends, of course our parents, relatives and others.

People cannot run from judging people for the first time, its called first impression or perspective. (my own theory. Hh)

Thats why in Hassan al-Banna  taught us the Usrah pillars.

Taaruf
Tafahum
Takaful

Those are the starters of dakwah to others.

Last quote,

"Rabbana la tuzigh qulubana ba'da izhadaitana wahablana milladu'nka rahmah, innaka a'ntal wahhab"

Wallahu'ala.
Wabillahi taufiq wal hidayah.
:)

A Tale of S3 Dogs

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
Allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad wa 'ala ali Muhammad

Alhamdulillah.
I feel really wonderful today.
Allah have sent me a lot of entertainment.

One of them is the dogs drama.

Actually, it started to enter my life story since a few days ago (perhaps, weeks ago).

Since i am very sensitive once i heard mammals sound especially cats and dogs, it can be cows and goats (at my home area). But, my focus in this post is about the dogs in S3. Sorry, if u not understand on what is 'S3'?
*laughing in whisper

S3 is the shortform for Seremban 3, where my university located.
*thats it :D
*enough (mambling)!

The Dogs Member

*here just my thought
1 Father (most black in colour)
1 Mother (brown), with
4 Kittens (all brown)
:)
*naaahh.... one happy family <3

Weeks Ago

I found them just in a sight. They cought my attention by barking at their territory, where it is a wide construction area located behind UiTM S3 campus, my college block is the nearest to that area, plus two small jungle (actually, few trees that are not being touched for the construction purpose), followed by a golf field. Alhamdulillah, subhanallah, such a beautiful scenery to be seen :')

Some of the past few days, i found them having a sufficient-uniquely-built of a whole, of human-made lake, also located behind our building. But difficult for me to see, unless i will go to the hedge of my level (of room, at my college block).
*seriously, if i have the strong desire i will fight to go and walk for few steps from my room door to see them, Allah's creatures, Subhanallah.

Today 12 July 2014

Early in the morning, while im taking a fresh air at my room balcony, while reciting Al-Mathurat for the first extra 'amal of the day, when i saw the 7-members of happy family, my moving mouth started to smile happily and enjoyedly.
The kittens are too cute, subhanallah!
*eventhough i can only see them from far away at the middle of 12- floors building.

Once, i thought deeply about having dogs as pet. Because of my remembrance towards my cats at my home...
Then i realised that i cant do such thing. My beloved religion prohibited us from taking dogs as pets. If there's a dog in my house, then the angle wont enter my house. how can i get the rahmah? :'(

Its ok :D... i love my religion, and i love Allah more than everything.
There served for us a lot of hikmah behind everything that Allah have told us to bear to Him.

"Sami'na, wa atha'na"
(we hear, and we bear)
*the wonderfulness of the older ummah, during the Prophet time... MasyaAllah. How far am i with them... Allahu... :'(
*sugoi (a japanese vocab for wonderful)

Climax of Today

Back to today's story,
on the evening,
what was shocked me, and made me worry when i heard the dogs barking like because of something had disturbed them. But, im in the toilet within my room. i couldn't instantly go to see.

Once i stepped out from the toilet, in rush, i went to the balcony...
"Pity to 'em!" i whispered.

There're a group of enemies!
How could the happy family face another five other dogs?
One with white in colour, one with brown in colour, and the rest are black.
*black dogs, u know! (0_0")

to be continued...
:D

Kalimah Allah Dan Kotak McD

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim Allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad wa 'ala ali Muhammad Ada x kalian dpt WS (wassap share) berupa; " Skrg tanda nama Allah da ada kt kotak fries mcd.. Inilah yg Israel mahukan, apabila kita da abes mkn dgn tnda nme Allah tu kita campak dlm tong sampah takpun korg pijak2 kotak tu.. MasyaAllah.. Nk kne wat repot polis mhupun Jakim pasal ni.. Sebarkan!!"

ini pndapat ana; "kalau depa buat pun... depa zalimi diri sendiri. x affect apa pun kt Allah. arasy Allah ttp maha Agong. itulah beza Allah dgn makhluk. x mcm kita, dipijak sikit dh rasa lemah. for Allah, it never be happened! unless they are the one yg akan dipijak... cumanya, bukn bermaksud kta boleh biarkn. antara usaha kita adalah boikot. dan terus boikot." wallahu'alam. #MendekatMu@fb

Inilah Kisahku

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
Allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad wa 'ala ali Muhammad

Alhamdulillah.
Masih dkurniakan ksedaran ttg dakwah. Dakwah pd diri dan antum yg mmbaca.

Muqaddimah

Alhamdulillah. Subhanallah.
Dgn rasa rendah diri dan banyak kelemahan, ana bukanlah contoh trbaik dlm medan dakwah melalui blog.

Tetapi, mudah2an apa yg ana niatkn utk difahami oleh pmbaca, ia sampai pd hati2 kalian yg sedang dibersihkn sama sperti ana.

#Menjawab Pertanyaan

...tentng experience dlm mnceburi dakwah dan berblog;

Ana mnjawab (directly):

"saya start time form 3
time tu sbb ikut kawan

fyi, saya start ceburi dakwah since form4 bila masuk asrama

sebelum form 4, saya org yg anti-budak dating dan tertanya-tanya

'xdeke persatuan cegah maksiat kt sekolah tu'
then, mmg xde

masuk asrama (mrsm alor gajah)
Allah kenalkn saya pd badar
masa tu saya brusaha utk komited dgn dakwah dan mula tau sekelumit ttg usaha dakwah yg saya boleh lakukan

waktu kt mrsm saya bnyak kekangan nk update blog
so jrg update

bila dh habis spm, alhamdulillah ada ksmpatan"

Sambungan...

*moga Allah jaga hati ini dpd niat selain kerana Allah utk teruskn post ini

Sebenarnya sangat berbeza pnulisan ana waktu mula2 berblog sehingga ke hari ini.

Bnyak 'pembetulan' dan pmbaikian yg dilakukn. Smuanya atas kesedaran dan
perhaps, tahap maturity smakin mningkat.
*serious, dulu agak lagha

Dulu lebih jahil, skrg kurang jahil dan tambah ilmu. Alhamdulillah. Smuanya xkn hadir tanpa hidayahNya.

Dulu kalau bab perkongsian agama mostly di copy n paste. But alhamdulillah, now i can type by my own 'opinion' and from what i hear eg. ceramah, kuliah akademik, diskusi dan yg berkaitan.
*sudah tentu ada cacat celanya

Sambungan Kegiatan Dakwah

*Allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad wa 'ala ali Muhammad

Selepas SPM

ana cuma tarbiyyah diri dari rumah. mmg x mntap sbb x berjemaah

*hakikatnya, nk kenal diri sndiri, adalah waktu kita berseorangan, sama ada kita istiqamah atau tidak? atau bila dgn org lain je kita boleh tarbiyyah diri, beribadah segala...? (nampak x permainan antara iman dan nafsu di situ? + alasan, mungkin?)

Masuk UiTM Londu (Lendu, Alor Gajah, Melaka)

Alhamdulillah dgn berbekalkan satu helai baju tshirt official salah satu persatuan Islam di uitm lendu itu (pemberian kakak yg juga mnuntut di uni yg sama pd masa itu),
itulah yg mnjadi penggerak utk truskn perjuangan....

itulah dia...., my beloved JPM (Jawatankuasa Penggerak Masjid)
dengan moto (bukan kawasaki) yakni, "Ikhlas Dalam Perjuangan"

Alhamdulillah ana berkesempatan mnyelami makna pjuangan, pngorbanan, ujian, dan banyak lagi (too beautiful to remember, n too long to describe here). All within 4 semester as uitm alor gajah student. semoga Allah rahmati insan2 yg mmbantu agama Allah ini.

UiTM S3 (Seremban 3)

Berbakikan 1 semester lg (insyaAllah kalau x repeat) sbg studen Diploma Pentadbiran Awam.

Alhamdulillah ana ada join satu persatuan Islam ni. Eventhough it is a surprise for me from Allah.

Perjuangan di sini baru bermula.

Tekad ana: Jaga ikhtilat dan moga Allah pimpin jalan ini. InsyaAllah.

I am an ummah
:')

wallahu'alam.
wabillahi taufiq walhidayah.

Pemuda, Pemudi Ayuh Bangkit!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
Allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad wa ala ali Muhammad

Muqaddimah

Subhanallah hrni dah masuk 13 ramadhan. Alhamdulillah Allah beri pinjam nyawa dan kurnia nikmat iman (yakin dgn hati, akui dgn lidah, laksana dgn perbuatn). Dan Allah masih kekalkn kesedaran utk berdakwah walaupun sekelumit. Alhamdulillah.

Panggilan Sahabat Di Perantauan

Alhamdulillah. Rasa syukur dan terharu serta kagum masih trasa pd jiwa. Sungguh terkesan pd hati sebaik shj trima pggilan dpd seorg sahabat yg sering berusaha utk mnjaga welfare dakwah dan tarbiyyah sahabat2 yg lain.

Memang tidak salah suatu ketika dulu dia yg trpilih utk pimpin kami smasa jd BADAR di sebuah sekolah yg pernah ana blajar di sana.
*Aku pula yg x buat apa2
*Dont worry, she's a girl :)

Usrah

*Oh... Nak cite pasal usrah ke...
ok. fine.

Sahabat ana tanya ttg status usrah ana. Ttg adik2 usrah.
and i have my own answer, not to tell here

Why adik2 usrah?

bcause itulah medan dakwah yg mudah. 'adik2' ni mudah dpengaruhi (sebenarnya). itulah termasuk yg dikatakn pngaruh rakan sbaya. sebelum anasir buruk yg mngurat mereka, kita kena bertindak dulu.

yg penting, dgn strategi!
(itulah yg dnasihatkn Saidina Ali pd kita)

strategi dr segi;
...cara, kreativiti, komitmen, sentuhn, kfahaman
dan sebagainya lah

Kita-kita?

"Mar ada join mana2 usrah?"
*masyaAllah
jwpannya: hmmm!
*whats that

k. About joining an usrah.
it means that am i joining something that can help me to maintain my momentum as an ummah, as a caliph?
i didn't say no...

antara quote shbt ana itu;

"...bukn kita memilih kawan,
dan bukan kita tidak bkawan dgn org lain
tp, kita perlu dekat dgn sahabat2 yg dekatkn kita pd Allah"

"...sebab bila berkawan ni kita akn kena tempiasnya. kalau kita kawan dgn org yg malas yg slalu habiskn masa buat benda2 yg ntah apa, kita jugak akn trikut.
kita ni manusia biasa, Mar. x sempurna."

yes... i always say 'yes' to that.

ana tringat satu hadis, prhaps, ana x ingat ayatnya. tp ana ingat isinya. ana ambil as kata2 motivasi.

'diam itu lbih baik dpd bersama dgn org2 yg xberbuat manfaat,
dan bersama dgn org2 yg baik itu lbih baik dpd berdiam diri'

so, what we are supposed to do?

*thats why usually im doing that as my effort to be better in front Allah. bcause thats my 'kmampuan'

but, its just 'usual'
'sometimes' when i have the strenght, i will try to get near to them so that people will not say that im an arrogant, im a silent, im as 'tudung labuh' are not mix with them... thats rediculous!

tringat satu wassap share.

"betulkah mereka tu rigid?
atau kita yg dah tersasar tp x sedar?"
*because the one that 'seen' to be rigid is the one that Islam tought us.

you are the rigid one! only limiting the freedom of religion.
and choose;
...hedonism
...liberalism
...sekularism
n others...

from that wassap share, i becme motivated to be as what i am now. but need to improve as a 'muslim sejati'.

Jalan Dakwah

my sahabat's quotes, again:

"...bila ana join smua ni, ana rasa berat. tp, ana fikir, kerja dakwah mmg smuanya berat. mana ada yg mudah. Tgklah dakwah Rasulullah, ujian yg baginda lalui tersangatlah berat brbanding kita ni!"

"...cuma 'masa' itulah. kita kena manage masa kita. kalau kita rasa xde masa, tgklah masa-masa dulu kita yg kita dah sia-siakn"

"...mmg kalau balik usrah mlm2 tu, kita rasa penat. tapi kita kena teruskn juga. study jgn tinggal."

'Kekangan Keluarga'

sebenarnya rasa berat sungguh hati ini nk sbut ttg famili.

"...bukan kita nak jd anak yg kurang ajar,
bukannya kita nk jd anak derhaka...
tp, ummah lebih memerlukn kita... kita kena berkorban Mar. itulah pengorbanan besar..."
(the most quote that touch me... yes, 'ummah')

"Mar tahu kn apa yg berlaku baru baru ni dkt Gaza..."
:'(

ya... terutama buat muslimah. seperti ana. anggaplah ana tulis ini sbg satu pngorbanan. ana pun sayangkan mak abah dan famili.

"...mungkin kita x dpt prgi jauh. tp, kita ada banyak cara.. gunakan media. ada blog, smpaikn kt blog.."
*and know im doing it... Allahu...

risau pd kawan2 ana... sedih bila lihat dan lbih sedih bila x dpt buat apa2. itulah kelemahannya.

Alhamdulillah

jazakillah my sahabat... u are the true sahabat. who always worrying others.

Ramadhan ini brmakna!

wallahu'alam... may Allah give me the time opportunity.
Allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad wa 'ala ali Muhammad
:')