Tarbiyyatul Aulad Berhenti Seketika

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad wa 'ala ali Muhammad.

1 Mac 2015

Muqaddimah

Post kali ni ana hasilkn khas tntang anak buah ana yg bernama Fatimah Azzahra.
*Fatimah, acik will miss you a lot!

Perasaan

mngkin pelik cuti tamat diploma yg ambil masa beberapa bulan xde apply mana2 kerja langsung.
but. alhamdulillah ana xrasa rugi.
bersyukur pd Allah sbb dah aturkn smua ini dgn yg terbaik.

being a babysitter ought you to have a high level of patient.
eventhought it not takes the whole 24 hours a day, bcause my mak also will take care of Fatimah especially during bedtime. only mak can handle it. huhu.

bila jaga fatimah ni, walau xsmpai satu tahun, nilai sayang kita pd dia tu sangat tinggi.
time ni pun dh boleh rasa,
ya Allah, susahnya jaga fatimah ni, aku mohon agar dia jadi anak yg baik sepanjang dia mmbesar.

btapa risaunya andai dia mmbesar jd anak yg xbaik kerana terpengaruh dgn hal lain yg buruk.
nk ajar dia utk knal org, utk faham direction yg diberi, utk bcakap, smua tu x snang dan bukan sekejap.

Ana selalu panggil fatimah, "Mah," je.

"Maah, mah knapa ni?"
"Mah lapar ea?"
"Mah dah solat ke blum"
"Mah, salam acik, sayang nenek"
"No, mah!"
"Mah, jom mndi"
"Mah, kjap,,, acik buat yu fatimah la ni,"
"Mah, tudung mana?"
"Babai, mah"
"duduk, mah"
"mah, sandar"
"mah, ketuk. ketuk."
"ayo, mah"
"mah, cepat sikit"
"mah, makan"
"mah, sabar,,, sabar,,,"
"mah pukul acik?"

kadang2 bila pnggil fatimah, mak ana pun nyaut skali sbb kliru. hehe.

ana, "Maaah!"
mak, "ya!"
ana, "eh tak, saya pnggil fatimah!"
*ni kes jarak jauh la. tak face to face gitu. hehe.

"Allah"

alhamdulillah. dlm bnyak2 kalimah, perkataan mahupun sbutan, ucapan "Allah" lah yg paling jelas fatimah boleh sbut.
pkataan lain? none!

tp, skrg alhamdulillah ada lah sbutan lain yg dia boleh sbut tp ada yg xfhm atau xjelas.

cth;

"tak"
"nak"
"acik"
"abah"
"nenek"
"atok"
"nyau" (meow)
"shhh"
"ayo"

bgitulah,,,
and she likes to sing, "Allahu Allahu Allahu Allah" repeatedly tanpa disuruh.

i miss to look her
i miss to observe her
i miss to shower her
i miss to ask her to brush teeth first during bathing
i miss to hear her voice
i miss to laugh with her
i miss to touch her
:'(

Moga pergiku ini diredhai,
dan kembaliku nnti juga diredhai.