Belief in 7 Years

Bismillah.
24 januari 2017.

"Jangan tanya kenapa,"
Yes, i believe in you.
That's why i never ask. Because, i never have a chance to. Since you have decided to hold our friendship, all of sudden. And i am too 'blurry', not to think why you said like that instead of tried to ask about that.

Years have passed by.
I often search for you via internet, where i affordable to. But, never success.
I do not know whether you are still alive, sick, success or even got married already?
Yes. I'm sad.

I do not know whether 'we are bestfriend' status still with us. But, i still hold that, because i believe that you are an honest and sincere to me although how 'desperate' am i to ask you about putting our friendship to the higher level.

Before losing you, everyday was exciting day to get news, to share stories with you, to online, to check messages from you. Until that conversation, although i never had a fight with you. Along the period, i learned a lot from you, thanks.

You are a good son.
A good brother.
A good teacher.
A good advisor.
A good student.
And a good companion.
Congratulations!

I pray for the best.
For you, and for me.

Yes. I am grateful, alhamdulillah, to Allah because He take care of the cross-relationship. Islam does not encourage this kind of relationship, i think so. That's the strongest reason that i expect.

Just to let you know, insyaAllah i'll grad soon from my degree. Eventhough it may not with flying colours, but i have succeded to go through study-struggling period. Yeay!

Last, of all.
I don't think that you are a good liar. Thank you.

Takdir penentu.
From me,
Siti @mnasaini