Swallow the Bitter

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad.

15 April 2015

Dear my friends,
(especially my degree's collegues).
its kind of annoying or making a mess with all of you,
that i oftenly would arise matters on;

1. to take and pay handout from and to me (eventhough the price only 30 cents)
2. too schematic, formal, procedural and critical (i mean always like to comment or criticize this and that along our discussions or conversation)

Alhamdulillah.
Thank you for being very patient towards my words, actions and requests.

i just want to tell you that i am not doing that intentionally.
i mean the intention on annoying and perhaps seems like an attention seeker (only a perception).

Firstly about the payments, it is because i have insufficient or lacking of resources in term of money. In addition, the cost ot printing is getting higher nowadays. It might seems a small amount like 30 cents. But in reality if in average of 30 classmates, it become 30x30 cents equal to RM9 which is budgeted for other purposes.
*wallahu'alam,,,

Sooo,,,

i might not be a good leader as what you want, expect or whatsoever.
but, i am very hoping that there are spaces or chances for me to always improve myself.

to have so, i really need advices or correction from all of you from time to time.

all my actions and etc. are just came from my heart, that is to be honest and be direct.

because for me, i think it is better as we need to utilize our time very well, that we need to reduce those thing that may waste our time on delaying the mainpoint.

other than that,
i just too worry that eventhough we are still young, but in reality we are becoming older and older. and the death is just around the corner.

the focus is on performing good deeds expressedly without thinking too much on the bitter or the risk. because the future is unpredictable and always ambiguous. we need to plan early and the rest, Allah always be the Highest and Absolute Decision Maker and The Best Planner.

its on how we make our 'young time' is valuable and benefitful to the universe.

Alhamdulillah.
insyaAllah thats all,,
thank you!

May Allah bless us always :')